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August 09

Memories Made in two different places but only one will Stand

It has been a while since i left Bintulu, time had passed but the memories never fade....

Reminiscence were always there, swarming incessantly in my mind, never halted by anything. but hold back by history we've been through and the love we've elevated..

The time i left bintulu, still it's a peaceful day but in my heart, serenity never comes, waves by waves, those thoughts, those feelings were just inundating, wondering if it was a right choice to leave the place i had been living for years.

The moment i was there in my new school, encompassed by the new air that was different from Bintulu, surrounded by ppl that i had never seen them before, even the flowers n trees were so so varying that i din know how am i going to get pass all these.

It's really like a new life has come but but ....i'm not ready for that yet......

Cant complain cant throw tantrum, i just turned to my class with label 5S3....5S3? Why am i here? Suppose i was in 5S5, oh ya this is miri =.=

OH my.....all strangers were there ...they were talking about their hols, their vacations... But i cant talk to anyone else, who's gonna listen to me? No one that i can talk to about my hols...no one.....

Well, it all started when the ppl around me started to ask about me, my name, my age, my "conspiracy"?

And therefore i began to know about the school, i got to know the teachers n students around me...

SOme were good but some were kinda talking sarcastically....they're acting friendly in front of me but from the secret reports i had received....actually they did try to bring me down ....they did report to teachers about me, the most perceptible one was i like to skip schools...

That's why every teachers seem to know i PONTENG even tho i had some excuses n reasons. LAZY was most likely the one...haha

The strange thing was i was doing better with students of the other class than the ppl in my class....Steve, Yi Shan were the most friendly two that became my good friend in a short time

Should i say thanks? Haha, of course, thanks pal ~

Although there was a lot of imperfections n conundrums that embattled me, I can rid them little by little....the hardest problem was my inner feelings...Sometime i did find reasons to blame everything around me n sometimes i did dilther why am i here in miri? Why every ppl was so happy but i'm so lonely here, n why every one has their gangs but i don't.....well, when things started to dawn on me, i finally figured out the answers, everything around me was just mist that tried to stop me from looking beyond it ..... All the ppl that i know, and all the things that i had been through were just embroideries that made me a bigger n braver person than who i am before...Being able to look beyond the predicaments, i pledged myself that i can walk further....n further.....

The first exam was the first thing i targeted that time....i wanna show myself to everyone that i was a representative from bintulu...i must hold the glory!

It soon turned out to be Not Bad...but i tried harder the second time albeit everything was racing against time....Through hardships with the resilience that i hold in hands, i fought to the top 2 of SMK Chung Hua Miri ..... Although it was a thing to laud, in deep, i know there's gonna be more n more enemies who were trying to pull me down n disdain me with scorn.

It had arrived to trial now, one more week n it'll be a tough time. All i should say is just Cheer Up everyone! I know we can do it! no matter what place i was in no matter what morass that separate us from being united, one day, the sun will shine for us! For the GLORY! for the HONOR! for the FAME!

This is my experience all this long in miri, hope everyone around me will one day accept me as a part of them, n ardently hope that my friends in Bintulu don't forget me who used to be a part of them.....Farewell

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	Wong Y.T.wrote: The unforgiving present always leak into our murk swamp of a memory, but if we dwell deep on it, we sometimes lose in the base of what we are, our fundamentals, im in the same pit, but alas, instil clarity to our memories, so we dont have to forget the present in order to enjoy the past, I'm sure one day, we all can reclaim our individualities and be who we are, wherever we are...ah miss u calling me bian tai =.= Aug. 17
	eric loongwrote: i cant replace mink yii call u stupid....haha Aug. 14
	Cat Hiiwrote: ya lor shuan, mink yii do rmb u stil hav frens bak here ^^ I miss u callin me stupid T..T Aug. 14
	Flora Shuanwrote: Wow, it looks like you had gone through this much during these days...I don't know what should I say, but chill out man, we are all in the same boat as you do, I am also worrying about my exam... So, strengthen yourself once more, since you have came this far, it won't worth if you give up now. If you feel exhausted, well, I can do nothing but to offer you my shoulders. Just take good care of yourself, you are not fighting alone, I believe you can endure this...we are with you!!! Aug. 13
	Christinawrote: Hi there... well...i oso experienced those b4...but it's long long time ago liao...now everything is over...everything got better... believe me...you'll be fine...it'll juz take some time.... Aug. 13
	yishanwrote: Erm.. What should i say le?? Juz that i nvr knw u r so lonely here.. I tot u r ok here and happy to hav all of us as ur friends.. I nvr knw tat there are so much ppl beside u that make u feel so uncomfortable.. I nvr knw so much thing until today.. Haiz.. Honestly, i don knw how to help u up.. Bt trust me there is a lot of ppl here who appreciate u.. Juz don think about those bad things, think of something good.. Maybe this cn make u feel better.. At least u gt me n steve ma.. We are willing to help u up de.. Juz talk to us whenever u need a listener.. Haha.. Cheer up! Study hard and do well in Trial o.. Jiayou o.. Aug. 13
	eric loongwrote: Yeah u can do it....!!!!! keep ur spirit high high.........wish the best for you Aug. 11
	michellewrote: 哈哈～～现在知道有我在很好喉～～～（够自恋dddd） anyway, gambateh!!! 有空回来btu啦～～～～ keke!! moo~~~~~ Aug. 11
	william tiongwrote: hey.. just dont give up.. prove yourself to your enemy & earn respect!!! Aug. 11
	Emily Tingwrote: Bad ppl shoo shoo ~! Don't bully wo men jia beloved Mink Yii ar =P Bad ppl, even cows are better ho.. xD Eh wei hang still say you're his lao da bo, no help you protect you xia bo.. hahahahaha =D Actually.. kinda envy you eh.. We ah, wan ppl to pull us down and beware of us also cannot, coz we're not that geng so we're harmless to them, look at us also don wan eh.. T.T"" Maybe you can just think from another angle that perhaps you're so good that they're just jealous =D It's a way of cheering yourself up.. Or make it as a challenge.. =) Or the last choice is ignore them, use see ben dan de yan3 shen look at them lol !! Like me la, comforting myself ma, not pretty also nge nge say myself pretty... Hahahahaha blek ~ En nvm la I'm still and always brilliant anyway hahahahahahaha xD hey.. don forget ya.. eventho we're not by your side, but we will always be there for you when you need us k.. =) wan emo also don emo alone.. got time come back we acc you emo k? we go and choose a nice corner and cry there together xD after emo we go crazy and scare ppl around lo hahahahahaha ^^ and don forget that we care for you alwaysss ~ =) anytime ~ got problem just gimme a moo moo signal, I'll send michelle to Miri to help you out.. Mad COW Da Jie hahahahahahaha xD say a lot also can't help you much, just remember that you'll always have us =D huggiesss nothing means more than a big warm hug ^^ miss ya lots lotss =) Take good care of yourself.. Jia you Jia you ~ We all can make it through this year.. Successfully !! =D We can make it through the haze.. =.= coz no rain.. hahahahahahaha xD Aug. 10
	TeddyLovewrote: uh, dydy.. dear so pity,,, i hope ur fine now .. oh well, study hard, u kw i will never forget u .... our sweet memories..our past =) n don forget the love in us.. haha get well soon from all this... albeit that i am not here to acc u there.. msg me when u feel sad.. oh yea i uploaded the pic on fb already... some i didn but will send to ya on msn.. xD Aug. 10
	Andy Angwrote: Thx : ) i feel better Aug. 10
	酱酱wrote: OMG`` dear so kelian... Hmm.. gambateh oo~ so pr0ud of eu help make Bintulu proud ^^ jia you jia you then when u cum bak find us we go out mam mam again ya XD food!!! haha Aug. 10
	Stevewrote: emo...hahaha XD Dude..it's life man..got its up and down..sometimes your plans/dreams/wish/expectations might not go the way u plan or wish it to be..hey..we're share the same experience..way back when I was form 1..I was so happy and excited and make a lot of friends,brothers,sisters when I was in SMK Methodist,Sibu..all of a sudden,a letter came to my mum said my mum naik pangkat..so have to leave sibu work in miri..I was happy for my mum at the same time I feel disappointed and upset that I've to leave Sibu..everything went wrong..I was confused..but at least you tell ur friends that u gonna leave..I didn't..I did not tell them..till they noe from my class teacher..haiz..i regretted..lucky i didnt lose all my friends la..eh..if lonely come find me la..oways i find u..apalah ini budak.. Give you tips:(what i do la..) - Be friendly and presentable to others - Be socialize - Always put on a smile on the face..(not the evil or "jian" smile) Tats all i think..hehe..dun be too hard on urself la..juz go with the flow..Cheer up! Trails coming!!Help me!!Give me all ur wisdom and IQ...I need them!!!hehe.. i'm not really good at 'an wei' ppl..got problems..i help u settled..hahaha..as if I'm God..=.="" good luck man.. kk..jiayou..aza-aza fighting..! Aug. 10
	Li Jia Cheewrote: Kevin Teo is just next to our class, 5S2. I will tell him, CJ. Take it easy.. When after trial, most of us will start to ponteng le... This is our school traditional lo.. Make friends, build up friendships and trust between friends, these need time. Now u hav your own gang rite? Time proves everything. Cheer up.. if really feel alone, i can talk to u everyday, anytime. Just call my name then i will appear (If u in our class la) haha... Good luck for ur trail.. I'm waiting for fail in sj le... Aug. 10
	CJwrote: hey friend, hope u still rmb who i am. im not sure what i can say since ive left bintulu for such a long time already. i understand the feeling of being alone and surrounded by strangers because i experienced it too. however, my experience tells me that everything will go fine and u will get more friends when time goes. now that i found myself very comfortable when hanging out with my friends. oh ya, if u feel stressed or lonely, talk to someone u feel comfortable to talk to. Im pretty sure it will work. this is just my little experience. hope it will motivate, inspire or at least help u. good luck and all th best in miri for the next 6 months. P/S: Btw, u r in smk chung hua? i have a cousin there. his name is Kelvin Teo. If there are too many Kelvins in ur school, the only further description i can give is that he is a swimmer. know him? Aug. 10
	Michelle_Rettwrote: Ui!! Am I the one who talks sarcastically... T.T.. Thought we're friends... Haha... Deep feelings, never know you're this lonely when you come, mayb it's a bit late for me to say this, BUT, anyway...... WELCOME to Miri...^^ Aug. 10

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